Ryanmiles' Blog

IT NEVER DIES

IT NEVER DIES
IT CANNOT SLEEP
IT DOESN'T KNOW
IT CANNOT WEEP
IT NEVER SAYS
IT NEVER TALKS
IT ALWAYS WATCHES
IT ALWAYS STALKS
THE PREY OF ITS CHOICE
TILL THE BITTER END
IT STALKS YOU TILL YOUR DEAD
IT TAKES YOUR LIFE
AND GIVES YOU NOTHING IN RETURN
IT HAS YOUR LIGHT AND IT WILL BURN
IT IS THE KILLER THAT CREEPS
IT IS A KILLER THAT NEVER SLEEPS
IT IS AN ADDICTION YOU CAN NEVER BREAK
IT IS YOUR LIFE NOW AT WHATEVER STAKE
IT IS THIS DRUG THAT TOOK THE PLACE
OF EVERYTHING SPECIAL IN YOUR SPACE
IT EATS YOUR MIND YOUR BODY AND SOUL
IT BREAKS YOU UP AND TAKES YOU IN
YOU MIGHT COULD GUESS ITS HEROIN
THIS IS A CHOICE YOU HAD TO MAKE
NOW YOUR SO DEAD YOU ARE FAKE
ITS TO LATE FOR YOU YOU'LL NEVER LIVE
WAS THE HIGH WORTH THE LIFE YOU HAD TO GIVE

                                          Just for once

Just for once, let me look on you with my own eyes.
All this time I feel like I've Lived a thousand lies
Live for today for tomorrows never promised
I regret I cant for get all the times we kissed
Under the sun head over heels over the moon
my life is nothing when I am Without you
so I close my eyes and wish for better days
I close my eyes and wish my life away

Just for once, I wish I could see
All  left in life for me
But the pain of letting go is oh to real
And all the feeling I've got left to feel
The Course of true love is never easy
but I thought for once it would be me
to get the girl to win and not fall down
but I lost my love and now I frown

Just for once, I want the pain I feel
wasn't the only thing that was making me real
and of course I knew I could never win
its for me to succeed is the deadliest sin
I can feel anymore the pain that consumes me
because I live and pain goes through me
I know  I'll meet you again
this is the start not the end
my life was worthless worthless with out you
but now I can see I can live without you
though I am still very much in love
you still the one I always think of

Just for once, I wish I could get things right
lost in clear vision a beautiful site
but all is well that ends well or so they say
I didn't give up or let you slip away
you left walked right through the door
I left my heart lying on the floor
Just for once,.......   Hello My Angel hello my angel its me again
i want you to answer a question for me
its kind of hard for anyone to answer
but if you are ready then you will not think
you'll answer on impulse and you'll want to cry
but not of sorrow of joy and glee
i'll just ask you if youll marry me   BLED I held my hand and it bled
I prayed to god that i was dead
I cut myself to watch the blood
running down into my hand i taste it
and i cut again and this pain i control feels so good
i try and try to hurt myself
but it seems there is no use
i burn i cut i suffocate
i abuse these pills
to give me chills
i taste my personal suicide in the air
i feel the blood in my hair the gun that lay smoking still
my body cold and laying still
i cut myself so deep today it didn't bleed at all
i guess its said
that i just bled
until my blood   As you can tell I write about a lot of things from suicide and cutting to the heavyist love  to drug addiction some of which I have experienced and some I have helped people get through if you want to read more go to allpoetry.com/poets/ryanmiles